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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Monday, December 18, 2006 @ 8:22 PM bad bad bad... juz felt bad bout it wen i noe tat we've change i noe somehow somewat it will happen... yar yar yar... watever it is Juz now woke up late so i reach dere late.. the match had begin it was quite fun mostly wen izad part.. it was criuzly funny they wanted to shower went to stadium but cant go in izad n emy went in ferst.. all of dem had to stand outside.. tk lei masok hahaha kesian nyer went to dudok fer a while n i went back but yati ais ndy n eve go to eat at banquet i reached home n get a phone call frem shasha talk fer 20 min n SLEEP!!! wooke up n eat.. watch chinese drama n called ais talk about tmrw actually i dont have t he mood to go tmrw coz most of d gerls are not goin yar...have to understand rite.. luckily shasha fein mie yati ais n andy are comin maybe iman join us too Why sei im feeling so upset now.. since at day theres something bothering mie maybe i now it but i juz don wanna admit it i didnt want 2 creat more trouble but i juz dont wanna 2 pretend animore i cant!! im breaking apart... its a hard feeling tat sort off playing in my mind why u made mie feel dis way.. its a quetion tat often come to mie if u don wan mie animore i can walk away.. rather den stucking here feeling lyke nothing but a stupid bitch!! aww!!..its a nasty werd.. but tat is wat im feeling rite now.. nothing but stupid and useless bitch!! i really dont want to come in between u and ur fame or watever i juz want my space and tats it if u wanna share mine.. i gave it.. but i noe u wont shares urs wif mie well i dont give a damn about it im juz sick and tired of giving in to u step by step wen its juz mie to be blame hurting u wen u dont even noe tat u hurt mie long enuf w/out noticing it wen i try to tell the truth u turn ack my lyfe and gave the pathetic ever attitude tat somehow somewat i have to give in is it fair i dont care who u are and wat u are to mie but the way u treated mie SUX!!! i hate it.. u dont do it directly but silently.. why dont u try putting urself in my shoes and u will noe how much i suffer how i actually feel why am i behaving tat way and why the fcuk im changing!! wen i say dis rite in front of ur face i noe.. u will get hurt.. i wont..im still standing by.. hoping for MIRACLES to happen and knock some senses out of u too.. tired tired tired writing bout dis... how i wish i dont even noe u frem the ferst place!! well watever.. i juz hate the way it is now.. i hate u!!! u made mie say it at last i say it yes im changing to stand on my own feet taking nothing for granted and not making u step on my head i hate u and tats it!! |