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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Friday, December 08, 2006 @ 8:41 PM Haishh... i thot atleast sitting at home is so called relaxing but instead..nag there..nag here... haiyoo...so frustrating... watever!! im juz not listening to any of their werds again.. its driving mie nuts!! Well tat day i got conflict wif ais..maybe coz i wrote sumthing tat hurt her i dunno..i juz don wanna noe coz rite now we are back too normal.. i hope soo... on tuesday..we wnet out 2gether to escape.. me ais yati efah ndy and eve.. quite fun..but its juz tat i and eve are not so lyke how we used to bie wen we are fren haishh..maybe i think too much bout it.. i and efah went homw abit earlier den dem My fahther!! understand understood! On wed.. Yati ais mie went to shasha house to send her mother to airport.. they are going to haji..its a islam law..states tat every islam must once in their lyfe pay a visits dere.. well i hope i can after my grandmom passed away.. my hope are abit fading away.. she promised to bring mie there.. sadly..it is sumthing tat was already too late.. hmm.. seeing all of dem crying at the airport really touch our heart.. after tat we go to tamp eat at kfc while witing for the gundu andy to come take bus 168 and go back to wdls.. lepak at civic.. andy went home early...argue wif ais i think?... or sumthing..?? den meet shasha long distance kuzzin..hahacks iman uh.. meet my sis too and lepak at admiralty..not too long as my mom called and cam biaser lar have to go home.. yesterday not goin out..tired maybe.. juz now have to.. buy my skul books wif my mom n dad.. went to cozway after tat..buy juz small things.. and now sitting at home doin dis.. actually rite now im soo frustrated.. why am i to blmae for everything tat i done..juz bcoz of a small thing..dey make it big and den put all the blame on my shoulder...why?? i juz dont understand my parents..and why cant dey understand us... i noe theyhave problems and we are trying our best to understand their situation cant they do the same..not only dey have problems..we too..we are not showing dem or sumthing.. we juz need dem to understand it... they think tat we dont think of dem.. bout their feelings..their problems..how hard their lyfe is now.. for god sake we do!!..we do think of all tat..why is it owaez mie stuck in dis kinda situation.. their problems and their suggestion is effecting ud but we juz kept quite thinking tat wen we told dem it will put more burden to dem..so we dont does tat show tat we dont care... i care!..my sister care!! i dont think dey noe tat we care!! dey juz thot tat we think of ourself... haiz... watever it is..we still stand strong bside dem.. afterall..they are still my parents.. mm..i gez tats all.. update tmrw.. tataa im scared things are not turning to our direction.. if it happens.. dont u make me give up.. coz i have given up everyhing for the sake of ur happiness juz give mie the strengh.. to smile and go on wif my simple yet complicated lyfe.... |