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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Sunday, December 10, 2006 @ 11:03 PM Have u thot bout it-- About loving sumone tat u noe u cant reach em.. bout reaching sumone tat u noe u cant have em... if u had-- den u shud noe how it felt.. how hopeless u feel how hurt kills u frem inside... the thinking tat u are not gud enuf owaez come to my mind am i to blame for the thing tat already happen.. theres a song tat goes how hard lyfe is but i noe its the way tat i mst live in even tho its so unclear and unfair god i know theres a path for everyone i must believe and holding on im wishing i was somebodyelse nvr let fears conquer mie cuz i noe in my heart wat i can be... Nice songs isnt it.. it sound soo familiar to mie to my lyfe.. tat are so unclear..and unfair.. haiz... i wanna ferget hym... i thot i had.. but wen he was dere infront of mie back to my lyfe.. the feelings tat i once throw rush in back and now i have to start forgetting it all back.. he's juz so high up while im still stuck to the ground.. he can fly freely out dere.. while i can juz walk where feet can take mie see how differnt tat is.. but still dis stubborn heart juz wont listen and it took a risk to fall in lurve .. and now it had crush..into pieces i cant match it back i cant fynd the lost ones.... and it will never be found... all i can do is juz sit back and feeling hopeless..nothing else.. its funny how u can watch ur heart being crush and u cant do anything bout it..funny..in another way... Can u laugh wif tears in ur eyes? or cry wen u are laughing? its a strange question rite...but sumtymes... it happens to u... w/out u realising it.. somwtimes..u wanna be the most happiest person in the werld.. but ended up being the most hurt person in the werld... or even...u wanted hym to noticed u in a gud way instead u noticed hym in ur foolish way.... foolish or not..must it matter?? i noe it does... well...im stepping back from u werld im stupid..soo stupid.. to even think of loving sumone lyke u... it must be embarassing for u rite?? not anymore... u wont even gonna noe if i still do lurve u...the way i did wen i ferst saw u im not hoping for anything im not gonna to.. it will break more... im leaving ur werld...if tats wat u want... but i cant force my heart frem stop loving u... i cry and juz cry thinking how bad i must bie to turn u away and making u hate mie im stupid juz stupid to fall for u tat are not for mie to smile infront of u wen inside im dying to juz had the chance to glance at u but not looking at u its u i lurve its u i must leave no matter how hard it is... i had to watch my heart crush... by sumone i deeply lurve.. if i knew u were there.. i wont take the risk by coming along side with u... up dere down here.. heaven can nvr meet earth how can i ever dreamed of meeting u?? coz u are the heaven wen im juz a gerl from earth.. |