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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Friday, January 26, 2007 @ 11:04 PM i Hate how lyfe is now... its empty lonely useless hopeless its feel only with my sis n frenz. how i wish i can stop the tyme of tat day den i wont have any complain.!! today sux alot... im having a hard day at sku.. having dance but u noe wat our step didnt move!!! wat the fuck sak!! after skul at 12 15 den have to rush to change clothes and muct be there at 12.30 den.. do the sickening exsercise which i think can possibly kill us.. den!!Sebastian juz concentrate on the main role.. atleast give my group a few step den last tuesday one but no!!! all the way we had to practice the same thing all over and over again while he lyke a fucking buyers standing and teaching the oter part if today he wanna concentrated on them.. Den WHY THE HELL CALL US TODAY!! if i knew tat i swear i wont come!!! den wen we practice it den sit down for a while dance sumthing else he lecture everyone and tell us tat we shud be disciplin and wat so ever... talk as if he's the greater dancers left on earth!!! frust siak!! if the exercise tat he gave us not so tiring den its ok but its a fucking damn tiring one where he use at his yoga wat so ever!! TALK MORE BUT ACTION LESS!!!!!!!! haiyaaa....he's the one who waste tyme buden saying tat we waste tyme.. comparing lah us wif other skul!!1 i juz had 4 werds for hym.. SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! den come home tired2 cannot sleep coz my body had dis cramps tat make mie feel uncomfortable.. den juz now..my aunt ask mie to help her.. but i was damn tired! i always do as she told mie but today really i feel damn tired! den i say later..later n later.. she lyke 'merajuk' and my mom n dad!!! kimak..marah tk pasal2 sak!!! its not tat i want to do it purposely!!! i was tired and my legs a damn cramp up. .. shit uh!! den talk2 crap!! saying i dont care about my family lar... think about only my friends!! heyyy!! always follow my friend den i wud do anything dey do... i wud buy things tat they buy!! i will buy all the things tat are already torn or useless!!! but i didnt!! i didnt ask for tat!! my shoes!! how ugly it is i still wear dem..do they noe it?? no they dont!! t shirts..jeans!!everything tat are useless already.. did i ask dem to buy it for mie!!! i always see my friends buying things they one branded one..beutiful sumore.. of coz lah i jelez...but i tell myself..i cant buy it..where to get money!! i cant burden my parents again!! but now they are blaming us!! blaming mie!! i always follow wat they say!! but den today wat he says really hurt mie!! he dont understand but yet he say he does i juz kpt quiet if i say... den he will bring all our mistake back!!!!!!!!!!! fuck siak!!! he dont noe how im looking forward to be together as a family!! but he always make things go wrong.. wen im dissapointed i juz kept it!! but wen his turn!! he blew us away!!! haissh!!haishh!!! how i wish my grandmom is here!! i really2 miss her.. nothing bad lye this or more will happende!!!! i took a few step back wen i hear ur voice u sounded so confidence n make mie a timid i bet u dont noe how hurt we are but yet u still pretend u noe everything i swear to god today u make mie hate u.. |