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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 9:53 PM Back 4 soo long. Quite a few things had happen this past few days. About the last last tuesday tat i perform on stage, i thot it ends dere but to my surprise we have to perform again next tuesday but now with our full dress! Is not that i dont wanna do it but...im juz scared. Im not ready yet to be infront of many ppl tat i noe. Many things can happen even those tat i do not want to. last week, the 3Gegerlysious-aiis yatii and miie with wawan fiqar watch FREEDOM WRITERS!! It is based on true story. I hope everyone who had the oppotunities to watch movie, i suggest plz!plz!plz! watch freedom writers! Its a nice movie. You wont regret it if you watch it. The movie had got to do with teenagers nowadays. Watch it! On saturday as usual i have to go follow my aunt and mom to mousque learning religous thing. On sunday im at home doing nothing.She bought cd of the sinetron drama tat was on suria-hikmah.Box one and 2..it was a great drama 2. Yesterday...kinda bored in skul. All the same old things again. I just cant wait to pass my secondary life and move on to a new life. Its hard to survive in secondary. By the studies..teachers..performance...and mostly the PeoplE. Haizz...i jus cant stop thinking about my upcoming performance. Maybe most will laugh again and we will make a fool out of ourself. Haissh..i hope tat everything will go on smoothly.I hope nobody will laugh and make mie Extra nervous again up on stage. Plz support us no matter how bad it may turn out to biie. Hmm..i got another thing in mind tat are bothering miie many times but i juz dont bother but now it has happen again. Ple are using mie coz they need mie. Need mie 4 their plan. When they are being thrown away. They came to mie and treated mie way too good.but wen they had get back wat they wanted they will leave miie and started to treat miie like shit! Im not a thing tat they can use or watever! haishh..its hard living and harder to die!....i juz dont want them to use mie like as if i have no feeling. if u ever want to care 4 mie den think whether u really care 4 mie if u think u juz want to care 4 mie juz for awhile 4 some a reason, den u might as well stay far away frem mie. Get it? Many ppl say we should forget the pass and live 4 future, but how could we live w/out our memories? Having to live with memories is the only way to be better living 4 today,tommorrow and day after. Having to say something in the past tat hurts others may be over, but it is like hammering a nail to a wooden plank and taking out the nail today or tmrw, meaning-everytime we hurt someone feeling it is like hammering the plank and when they get over it we should take it out. But what is left are the hole in tat plank, the wound is still left in the heart. |