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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 9:49 PM its been a long time since i wrote here.. exams are over and my result SUX to the max.. im feeling really useless thinking bout it..haisshh.. well..i was damn bored wen i reach home..soo i thot why not lets juz read some of my friend blog.. i read farah's blog..i click on october and september 2006 .. i read and read..it was on the september 22 on my badae tat i stop. she wrote tat she was all alone..sitting in skul following ppl. what actually bothers miie is tat it was dini and mine badae. i remember we had a great time if im not mistaken..but not to spare a sec thinking bout her is something tat i regret the most. how can i treat her like tat. i kept reading and reading. till october..the most sadden month for her..for god sake i dont have the intention to make you suffer. you might not believe it but i actually cried wen i read it. i noe how it feels to be helpless in a situation wen you cant do anything to defend urself. honestly even i hace no courage to stands up 4 myself wen they make fun of miie. maybe tats why i can feel how u feel at tat moment. it really touches miie wen she says our smile and thank you mean alot to her. No one had ever say like tat to mie. she says too tat how she wish she cud turn back time. Even i have the same wish. now all are over. im assured tat she are happy with her cupcakes. maybe its too late 4 mie now to say it but i have to say it, im soo sorry. my heart somehow ache so much to read all the past. we were happy b4 dis happen. all the crazy stuff. i really miss it. its not tat im not happy with my lfe now but i miss the old thing..im sorry if i had hurt you. i noe how you had been suffering for how many month last year. its my mistake not to sense your emptiness. now every each of us have different life story. i hope you wont erase the story of our friendship once build long time ago. its the best ever story told.(even better den a walk to remember) have a better life ahead you and owaez remember something tat you had wrote in ur blog.. nobody's perfect not them not even miie. toodles! the written werd made miie shiver not in fear but in sadness. how can i be so cruel not to think tat ive scrathes ones heart. im sorry the werd tat i can say. hoping tat we all moved on but having with us the same memories tat cant biie forgotten!
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