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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 12:26 AM Suddenly i miss my yesterday my last week my last laugh... my past.. Everyday pass make us distance much more..well..who wud care..onlii mie n wira does. yarh..i owaez giv in. Its not tat i hate hym tat much. i only hate wat he had done. Ppl make mistake. Everybody's not perfect. But he seems not to care nimore. I gez i think too much bout dis. I pity myself 4 having dis weakness. 2 forgive n 2 ferget. I can easily forgive n ferget everything. But why is dis werld soo cruel as to snacth away ppl tat are important to miie. i already lost how many frends n now theres one more tat had been taken. Maybe later 2more or maybe all. its fate.Destiny or wat soever. They can sae anything but they have no rite to hurt miie. Wiira sae tat he wants to biie lyke how we used to biie. Even i have the same wish.But im not sure yet. i can happily welcum hym back but wat bout d others?? is it onli miie n wira had the same wish?? How can they biie soo selfish! I noe its hard 4 dem but...wat bout us..its even harder to live life with hatred. Haisshh..i cant understand my lyfe now.. im already alone w/out loved and now w/out fwenz..Haishh!! They will think tat i am hypocrite coz im saying good thing bout hym. Its not hypocrite! It is a feeling tat only miie n wiira noes.Feeling tat happens only wen we care bout our frendship. maybe im angry at the ferst place but now..im sad more den beiing angry. Everything become the worse of worse. I didnt even imagine it to biie lyke dis. Its not even on my vision. if i noe dis happen..i wud change it. But wat can i sae feelings cant biie force. It happens juz lyke tat. N u wont even bother 4 whom u actually falls 4. Bout tat actually i dont blame hym. haishh..i have to moved on. How many time must i sae it?? Eventho i sae tat plenty of time, still im stuck with the same thing. juz look on the positive side i gez.. i wanna look 4ward. Ferget those tat actually exist on my past. But i gez i need time to ferget my past frend n my past lurve. Its goin to biie over soo soon. I hope.. but the wish of getting the 6 friends 2gether again still embedded in my heart.*-_-* onceimangry twiice imtense.. thiirieimshocked fourthimsad nowimwishiing everything is fiine... |