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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 9:16 PM Its been awhile since i last update my damn blog. Theres always ups and down in lyfe riite. so i gez this tyme is the down part of my lyfe. Recently or shud i say yesterday my mummy bought this desktop coz ive been bugging them to buy one for my art assignment. Talking bout art juz make mie feel haiishh. I wanted to finish em up quickly and think none of it anymore but i juz lost my interest in doin it.BATIK! wat did i know bout it seyy.. it seem so unfamiliar and strange.Atleast last year wen half of my klass doin Batik, miss nana was there to guide on the prep werk but now i totally lost it all. Maybe im not tat good yet in fashion but atleast i noe the basic and i can start doin it w/out asking for more help frem any teacher but batik? come on..even if u are willing to pay mie a million bucks, i still wont do it. Niwae, ive taken my chem and geog prelim paper juz now. Dont ask oryte. Im gonna flunked it. Few month w/out comp is torturing miie. No research, no korean, no drama and mostly cant contact sean wen my p8 is low. Talking bout sean, well we progress well as friend. He treated mie good. My sister said i was stupid to say i treated hym like my brother at him. what can i do realli. if u were in my shoes you will noe it but thats the problem. No one knows how i felt these few days. No one bother to ask how am i feeling today? Am i happy? what do i want to do most? is that difficult enuff? What do you gain by hurting miie anyway? Satisfaction? You think it was alright to play wif my pride. I gez i lean too much on you guys that i felt it hard to find my way wen no one turn back. I now wanna live life for my own. Being kind just never seems enuff. Beiing enuff nvr seems rite for all of you. Now im wif ppl tat didnt play a big part of my life in the past But being wif them sumhow i gain respect. They nvr care bout beiing on top or anything. They just do anything tat they like. Being natural. I can be who i wan and laugh freely w/out anyone stopping miie maybe im just different from all of you. Getting my heart hurt by you make miie realise our diff. I may not be as smart as you nor am i preety like her. i am clumsy, crazy but hey! i have the rite to prevent myself frem hurting any deeper. Forget that! BTW on thurs miie and yati will be goin to aiis place for buke. Yeah!! cant wait. miss spending tyme wif jus the three of us. I hope i can puase full dis year..hehe oh yess Sean are fasting too, aint that great! haha he kept saying he was hungry and i kept on scolding hym for that. ahaha..hope he managed to fast full. Gd luck oppa! tmrw there will be math paper 2. and gez wat? i didnt study for it. keke. oklanh my sis cant wait to use the comp. update tmrw yow! SARANGHAEYO |