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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 10:31 PM Tday supposely i have to go out wif wiira wan and apiik wif their fren. At first i already told wiira that im not yet confirm. But then i think it thru "why not as its been a long tyme since we done that". But to noe the truth that they are bringing more of their friend last minit somehow shocked miie. Truthfully i really wanted to go. I change my mind when i noe iit. Why they didn't tell miie? Its not that im making a big fuss out of this. I have been to gathering wif ppl that i dont noe and it turn out really bad 4 mie. Im just scared that my friend will sumhow make fun of miie infront of the ppl that i just met later on. It happen b4 and im not feeling to good with this large group of ppl. What can i do? im a coward. Hiding myself at home. I dont like having too much ppl that im not comfortable with. I get the feeling that they will make fun of miie. haiish. But i noe they wont understand miie. There will be a cold war btwn us on monday. Monday is my bdae unfortunately. I wont expect anything. I noe they wont talk to miie even if its my badae. Yarhh..this year is sucking miie upp. But can't they just pretend? uhmm...i have my reason. Its not that i want them to talk to miie. I just want them to understand. Wan ask miie why i didnt go, I said i was sick. I cant possiblly tell hym that i dont lyke large group. Then he will question "how did i noe this". They kept it a secret frem miie. Some1 told miie bout that. well its okay. Niwae. today is the first day of my RED-ALERT day.haha..ive been busying wif my art these day. Submission is on the 22 sept. erk!! On sat n sun im gonna werk hard to finish it up. Hope it turns out well. dah! ok |