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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 11:06 PM im gaining slowly but halfway i lost it lost it to my past memory, the same memory that start the whole misery. To be able to accept the truth after learning it is something a human heart cant do. im human & there's nothing i can do bout it Who can stand when some1 just know you 4 a minute look down on you, humiliate you. When a person u called fren say somthing that stab you right in the heart. When after tat you cant look up even to a stranger. Hve you ever experienced tat since you started to noe the whole world better. There no shoulder 4 miie to lean on, to hear my stupid complain or to cry with miie when i i feel like it. isit bcoz of this i'm afraid to try on love. So afraid tat my downfall will affect the other that i will give my heart to. Sometymes in silence i've shouted 'enough' 'stop it' 'please' coz my heart cant take it any longer. but sadly no one hear. those werds i shout bounced back in my mind. im losing every single bit of it. Those pieces tat i pick up slowly drops back all in one. I wasted my energy gaiining it all back just to lose it. I noe in lyfe theres abstacle.troble.misery, but i didnt noe tat a smallest thiing a word can do. It kills one heart.my heart. &slowly im dying inside. No werds tat i can shout now,not even on silence coz nothing gonna change. Them, they still think of me that same. I have gaiin then lose it all;all of it, my confidence. |