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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Monday, January 04, 2010 @ 10:37 PM Im battling with choices in my lyfe. Choices that benefits either me or the other. Fear keep drizzling in me. Every words and knowledge can't seem to pass thru me lyke as if theres a wall rite i n btwn. I have no confidence in succeeded to their expectation. If this continue, i might go crazy. Just what the hell am i doing now. Doing things that made you losing yourself. I try. Yes i did try and im half way thru but its burning me lyke hell inside. Its frustrating. Why can't i gain confidence and learn everything that i can. Its just won't get thru... Everything is in a mess now. i can't rewind and i'm too afraid to take the next step. I can't understand anything that happen in my lyfe now. i'm moving but my soul are the opposite. My head of family says that we have to make sacrifice in lyfe for the benefits of others. Is this what he's trying to tell me. Is this the choice that he ask me to go for? Confused. Things are boiling in my mind and i can't stop it. For the 1st tyme im begging for help for my own lyfe. Gossh! How i hope that i will knock my head or something and will 4get evrything.. |