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   ♥ Sh3 iis★Nyniie
A virgo baby with a family and friends.II welcome any haters to invade my already messed up lyfe till you're satisfy:)
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Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 11:53 AM You need to taste the ups and down of life to know what is more important to think of. Today you migh be well off but you nvr know the next day misery might fall infront of your door step. It might not start by you, maybe someone else but you have to carry the the same responsibility cause thats what you need to do. Theres alot happening inside out. In this process you might need to go thru shockness, anger,embarassing hopeless state, tears or even giving up. You must know for who you want to stay on for. Why you need to do that for. For praises? I don't think so, everthing happened just because you wanted a simple and happy life. But we,or should i say i took it for granted that it will be easy and ended up struggling to survive and adapt to a whole new chapter of my life. The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a bond... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you. Im sorry to those ppl that only being able to look is what i can do. I'm bearing the same thing but i really can't do anything. I can lie for your sake but for how long? The past incident slowly came crawling back to my mind one by one. My heart beating very fast when the same thing happened slowly. Can't we just live normally like those ppl do? I thought its all over but why must things happened again when i don't have enough pillar to depend on now. Things happening outside are bothering me and now things inside are going to be worst. I really think, that time was going to be the last of her crying helplessly. i didnt know that now even more are crying helplessly and i cant even do anything about it. Its frustrating. seriously. I'm not begging for any sympathy but just please stay out of our life. Just this once. |